Starting to seriously wonder if I'm not somehow genderfluid. I mean, since I identify as female, I highly doubt it, but since I feel like I'm more than just a "tomboy", it feels like I can tap into femininity when I'm fangirling and what little masculinity I have with what little confidence I've got (or, since I ooze low self-esteem, what confidence I fake, I guess). I always say I loathe girly things and gravitate towards boyish things, hence the denim, backwards cap, sunglasses, boy bands, metal music, etc but I'm still obviously girly sometimes hence swooning over hot people/characters, fawning over cute things, etc. It doesn't help but that I'm am this weird mix between genki and dandere (and rarely yandere)... So yeah, I'm pretty much confused as to what I am. Am I really just a tomboy?